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Monday, December 19, 2016

Sitting here in pain body vibrating between life and who knows where,  Mussels aching head aching to the point of end. Life seems to be slipping away nerves are being smashed to pieces. Life seems to be taken away from me. I have only pain of all types acting on me at once. Emotions mucking with my head. I rang lifeline and they hung up on me I do not want to die alone. Every part of my being is affected. This is shit of the finest quality amazing stuff that one can not think of or even imagine. I do not want to die and I do not want to go on...........................My mind is blank and the feelings of numbness is over me,Its like i am going to sleep and I am awake sleep might take me and alow my body to heal.
The above was written some time ago and was never published, Things are bought back like on Sunday you know god,s day.  The day that God has set aside for christians. Yes I was broken into again with the loss of an estimated $5000 gone. The wealth gained by this hippocrite  would yield them $100.
The toll being placed on People is severe, Lets legalise drugs and let big pharmaceutical do the deals at a lower cost and thus reducing crime and stress on the community.

Wednesday, December 14, 2016

Speed camera saves lives.

How can a speed camera stop one dying on the road...... Doctor to nurse "quick get a speed cameras he's going to die." Give us a break they are just for revenue for the corporation. mmmmmmmm
Here is another senerio kid steals daddy's car and crashes into a speed camera pole and dies on the scene. Helped him didn't it. They do work politicians son gets a new Lamborghini for his birthday paid for by speed camera. Has no money to put fuel in the tank and thus saves his life. Poor people dont drive cars because the speed camera bankrupted them. Do I need to say more.

Saturday, December 10, 2016

Have you experienced death first hand?

Some years ago I was at a fatal crash involving a school bus and a fire engine. After removing all the children from the bus I then focused my attention on a very damaged lady traped inside the bus. I put my hand on her shoulder and told her all the children were all OK. In a flash of time I was hit with what I could only describe as an electric shock when she took her last breath. I was knocked from my feet. I believe that I got in the way of her spirit leaving her body. When help did arrive they were going to use the jaws of life to remove the seats ,I stepped forward and tore the seat from its mountings and the personal there could not believe there eyes as the seat yealded to my efforts. I think back to that time and ask myself how did I do that. My days of driving saw many accidents and the removal of people from cars and trucks. One was on the expressway between Sydney and Wollongong where a car came crashing threw trees on the centre medium strip doing eight end for end rolls. The car was locked and inside was five nuns,yes nuns of the catholic faith. Smashing my way into the car saw all five removed from there seat belts covered with petrol and with the car on its roof. Only one was injured with a small 2 inch cut on her leg. Would I do it again I dont know the petrol was a worry as I thought about that for months later.

Wednesday, December 7, 2016

Is there multi universes

We as a species play with drugs and find inner strengths. We see drugs such as ice that multiplies physical strengths so why not drugs that multiply the ability of knowledge. I see that sometimes we fall upon the wrong drug strengths which are hazardous to human health. It is not wrong it is that we find the drug just burns life faster. Is it possible to find a drug that enhances human behavior in a totally new way and the answer is yes. This drug is already in the environment already and it will be stumbled upon if we have not already destroyed it threw the vandalism of greed. Things come in the right time space ratio and there is no altering this fact. Could you imagine if everyone had what they wanted at any given time kayos would prevail much the same way if some had it all and others have nothing. Some will have the ability to slip into another universe and this ability will only be given to a very selected few people with integrity that can never be bought.

Tuesday, November 1, 2016

Being conned

Want to see how you are being lead by the nose on Facebook go to notifications then back to home with your arrow keys. Bounce back and forward with arrow keys and a new page is put there. Keep doing it. Good way to view Facebook. HAHAHAHA
Do a search on Google say Syria news, Then do Syria tourist destination. See how we are conned.

Monday, October 10, 2016

Wind and an out going tide.

The heat of summer has arrived with flooding along the south Australian coastline. I have not written for a while as the doing of the word fun takes up most of my time.Took the boat up the Shoalhaven river which is in part flood from the rains.Got to the rapids and went slowly into them at half throttle doing about walking speed to the land. The boat was on plan and the revs was increased and slowly made headway against the rushing water.Touching ground in several places I moved to the right of the river opened the throttle and turned the boat and hit top speed of forty plus the river speed took us to sixty in a blink of an eye. Throttled back and ran the boat up onto a sand bar for lunch.Lunch was a low key affair with sandwiches and a cup of tea from a thermos. The sound of the water rushing past the rear of the boat made for a relaxing time.  Getting back onto the river meant reversing into the rushing stream of water and turning the boat up stream whilst travelling downstream at 20 miles an hour the accelerating into the current to bring the boat to a stationary position on the river. Then doing the same turn with the speed increasing when travelling with the water. Then it was off to the other end of the river some forty kilometers away going with the tide saved on fuel. Reaching the river bar on an out going tide and a wind coming from behind the boat was swept into the waves wich came half way up the windscreen.There was no turning back as the waves were six foot high bursting threw two more waves then there was a lul in the waves and the boat was swung
 around against the out going tide the wind was wiping up the waves and to go over them would have meant the boat would spear across the front of the wave and capsized so all I could do was to stay on the back of the wave and use the throttle to keep me there. No head way was being made and the boat was being swamped from the rear so a little more throttle was applied and the direction was slightly changed to head for the bank and shallower water where the water was flowing at a slower rate and the waves got smaller. The accelerator was opened and we leaped out of the first wave on to the back of the next. Stability was hard to maintain with all the water we had taken on board. It is good fun finding out what your boat is capable of even though it is dangerous.
Wind running against an out going tide is the most dangerous thing one could do as there is no waiting for the next lull in the waves because you are going to be taken there even if you dont want too... .

Sunday, October 9, 2016


Keep the checkout chicks in work Only do business face to face with a human. Stop crank calls demanding money by doing face to face with a human. Get your receipts on paper they can not be deleted only do business face to face stop fraud. Pay your fines face to face at a court house. Keep people in work by only doing face to face.

Tuesday, September 20, 2016


 Extreme sadness has come to me again. The phone call I just received has left me devastated. I have a lady friend of only several months whom I dance with. She rang to tell me she just found her son dead.
What could I say, I know the pain as I lost my son 18 months ago.
I sit here with tears in my eyes feeling her pain and also my pain.
Sadness is some times unbearable and hard to take and I know life goes on. One thing that makes me go on is we have to live for the living.
Mourning is but a selfish act on our part. I remember the things I did and the words said with love and some not so nice.
To my friend I say to you you are not alone in your grief and more people you know are with you.

Saturday, September 17, 2016

Bucket list

Doing something different.. Well I did it.. I went to a rock and roll festival yesterday good people and good times. But before going I was going to have a bath and I had one of those moments with instant decision making for no reason what so ever.  I decided to dive head first into an empty bath tub dont ask me why but the decision was made. Cracked my skull yes physically cracked it the blood was pretty dramatic. Nice little cut to the left temple from the round edge of the tub but the cut was from the inside. Gee do I go out or go to the hospital. Going out seemed like more fun than sitting in a patient waiting room for 4 hours.  Funny thing with concussion it makes one do silly things.
Free face painting cool I'm in. Watched the little kids getting there faces done. Then my turn and as I had just shaved off my long hair and being called wolfman that was the obvious choise for the theme.
This little ninja turtle guy all of 4 looking at himself in a mirror turned and saw me his thumbs went up and he looked and said COOL with the most expressive excitement he could muster. I looked back and went WOW you look great.
Havent got to the really exciting bit yet so read on.
This little girl who was before me in the line was watching me get painted and I said to her go and get your dad and get him painted which was a bit cruel as he would not participate in a little harmless fun. I was saddened as most adults have lost the ability to have fun even when it is free. Grand daughters love to paint grand dads finger nails and women who ask why your nails are painted. I just say grand daughter and the response is always Ahhhhhhh, then they melt.
Now the exciting stuff I entered a beauty padgent....Did my walk across the runway with various gestures with my number 21 then lined up with the most beautiful women in the arena. The girl next to me said this is probably rigged and you will win cause you look great, I said to her you look pretty good your self what could I say except that I did not win and she was beautiful.
Still laughing and the pain from the fall was non existent.  Till now.......two days later.

Thursday, September 15, 2016


It has taken some time to burn out and realize that Facebook is mind numbing so back to writing about me and my real life. I have made a new kitchen in my house and done some work on a small car I am making. Dancing rock and roll has taken up much time as well.
So here I am now single with money to do what I like when I like. Choices and only I to please.
Freedom yes freedom is mine for the taking. What to do find a partner maybe but I don't think there is anyone good enough for me. I said that to a woman the other day and she said I had tickets on myself I returned with do you want some....Tried the internet dating sites and got heaps on the first day then it all stopped recons they do that to get you in.
Well back to real life with its ups and downs, Dog got washed vacumed the floors in an hour instead of a day. Hey life is just fine and I even watched a TED talk on fine. no it's friggen fantastic made a rocket stove out of concrete and it burns with very little smoke I will put up pics shortly.
The big thing in Australia is gay marriage hey I think I might marry me wonder if it is legal might get a pension for my new partner as well. MMMMMMMMM that last one might be worth going for. Think of all that extra money might even pay myself child support.
The bathroom will have to have two sinks one for my other self. If I was to do the marriage thing would I get married in white?
Wow life gets interesting safe sex do I go to which bathroom when I'm out.
At least I know when my partner is cheating on me.  Better or worst at least I wont leave me.
I think coming off the internet is going to be like a mental illness talking to me. Some time I do need to talk to an expert so I think it is all OK.

Sunday, August 21, 2016


The only thing in the world more important than energy is endurance, What is the difference?..
The act of love is the most important energy of all!
No two things are alike, therefore no numbers past one can be proved..
Invent yourself every time you think!
Love is and has power!
Love is your energy!
Energy makes you King produce it from within!
Ignite! find your energy and Turn it on!
Love rain, piss power...
Your freedom your energy!
Make power your own !!
Make love not war.
The engine of life is the love between strife.

Wednesday, July 27, 2016

safety glasses

If you wash safety glasses in the dish washer they become cleaner but the scratches seem to be less.

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

Dob in a pot hole

The council wants us to dob in people for various reasons so I have decided to dob in a bad road or a pot hole on facebook.  Please feel free to dob in a pot hole there are many.


It is the small things that makes one happy, the really small things in you stomach called bacteria. So you want to change you mood swings weight looks or some other thing change what you eat. I will not go into the small details for each and every one of my readers as we are all different and have different wants.
Yes I have started asking myself questions before I buy something and the main question is . Do I want it or do I need it/........ and the answer if you are honest with yourself will be the right answer.

I also have stopped watching the TV and it's made up news of fear and shock horror. I know what is happening in the world of today and I might not like it but what can I do on a personal level. I tried to confront the corporate criminals but they have so much power that I was beaten. I now am one of the silent revolutionist and spend little money. I remember the president of the USA saying "do not send food or blankets spend spend".
I just read where a lot of the rivers of the word are becoming a river of chemical cocktails of human medicines which can not be removed by our water authorities.I will have to look at ways of getting clean water for drinking and cooking as this is going to become a big problem for our children.
Yes I am happy and I see people in other countries with less than I have with wonderful smiles on there faces, I wonder where they bought them.......

Friday, July 22, 2016

some time ago

I don't get drunk very often but when I do  I do a good job of it . There used to be a a radio show called love song dedications and you have to ring in with a request and they play it. So I gives it a go... The announcer gets on and I tells him I have been left alone and I miss him so much. I thinks he thinks I'm gay so he listens then asks what song I want. I gives him the name of the song
and he says you are drunk and hangs up. What song did I ask for one might ask to get that reaction and here it is Rudolf the red nosed reindeer. After all it was just after Christmas.

Friday, June 17, 2016


As some of you know I have had no electricity for over four months now and have just reconnected .What an experience to have everyone needs to try it at least once for a month in winter and the heat of summer. How it changes your life and how people see you is an insight into the joys of life. I have been complimented by many women of late with you are a wonderful man then comes the BUT they just do not get it. Sex cars houses just do not do it for me. I will take happiness over these any day and I do.

Monday, May 9, 2016


Hey I got a letter today from Roads and Maritime Services which says "I am pleased to inform you that state debt recovery has authorized Roads and Maritime Services to lift the business restriction." This was sent on 3 May 2016. I received it on the 9 May 2016. That's six days restricting my business with no compensation. Phucken thieves and racketeers stand over tactics and bullying.
Bet they dont do this in Russia.


I spent a week in Parramatta and made some amazing friends. The thing is most were homeless and the others shop keepers. These homeless people are even better to talk to than car sales men who I might add talk to anyone even me. My son said they are all weirdos I said that's me.......

Spur of the moment

Mothers day came and went and I didn't have a mother to celebrate with so next best thing . Had lunch with my son on me in Parramatta. We were interrupted by a fellow selling flowers for 10 bucks each I didn't buy one then as he was passing for the second time I did. So I bought one and gave it to the waiter in the next cafe she looked so down. "Have a nice day" and she put it away some where and came back same look on her face. Son said "that was a waste of money" and I said worth every cent of it. The flower man was so happy and I talked to him for five minutes what a day.

Friday, April 29, 2016

I am a non residential allien

Please let me explain the title of this post, I reside with the flowers and the air and the animals and the fish. I write poetry and stories I am free to do what I went with in the laws of my god and the laws of gravity and engineering.
For me to live any where else is a fraud but let me inform you there is psychopaths that believe different. They think you are a corporation and yes we have to live in that world to some extent either by force or by choise. mostly by force. They control you freedoms your roads and even the air that you breath..
You see some even worship the folding stuff they call money,they are even fearful if the money is taken from them by bandits and let me tell you the day is coming where they will take the money and plunge many people into darkness and dispare.
Yes I am a non resident alien living in the real world I can not own anything and I do not own anything for all that can be taken even the clothes you wear.
Now if you can get your head around it the fear will disapate and life goes on
If you do not have a residential address then you are classed as a vagrant and can be taken and maybe even murdered. Dont thinks so then read some history from down trodden nations like Persia.
We only have a limited time on this planet so make the most of it.
For those of you who have no idea of time get a tape measure and lets asume we live to say 80 pull the tape out to 80 inches then slide you hand down the tape til you get to your age thats what you have left and the rest is the part you lived. Have you lived or have you survived.

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

wheel house

I have found the motor home has a big problem. On my last trip I went up this really steep incline and it got to the stage of going no further. I will not call it a road because it was more like a goat track. Goat because the one in the operators seat.
All the bedding ended up in the back of the cabin I mean everything, Then the trip coming back down it all ended up in the front of the cabin.
Big problem if you get the drift.
I will have to put tie downs on everything even the dog....The best travelling companion on could want never talks or back answers. Gee if I want to get nagged I put the gps on going to Melbourne and head to Sydney, Put in a sheilas voice and there you have it a perfect wife, nags all the way non stop.

Monday, April 25, 2016

Some just do not get it.

Some of you know my electricity has been turned off by the power company and are wondering how I am coping.
Let me explain it is not the end of the world, yes it has taken some adjustments on my part with having to do things for myself. I have become more independent and free in many ways. I am reading more and my mind is opening to new experiences. I spend less time by myself and I am eating less but of a better quality food. My son just rang he is worried I may not be looking after myself so let me assure you all and my son I am doing fine.
I go to bed earlier and get up earlier I exercise more and I sleep better knowing I have less to worry about.
I have tomatoes growing at my back door with schlots I am not sure of the spelling but those onion things. For breakfast I will be having a omelet with 2 eggs on a rice biscuit and a Cup of tea. Maybe peppermint tea. I go out to the club and have a plate of salad for five dollars and fifty cents. I know that is decedent as some would live on that for a week. It is all relivant to where one lives in the world.
The photo below was taken at Huskisson two weeks ago when my son was with me. Thats him in the middle of the photo.

Saturday, April 23, 2016

Roll reversal

roll reversal
Let me tell you of a true story of abuse
Many years ago I meet this wonderful lady whom had been raped (not by me). She was fearful and needed to get some sort of closure and was not able to understand why a man would do such a thing. I explained to her it was a power thing and it didn't matter how I explained it I could not get threw to her. I needed some sort of tactics that would make her understand and I hatched a plan.
Role reversal and acting .it out with her as the aggressor, I set up one word that if said the exercise would end immediately. I set the scene in a remote location miles from anywhere where there was vulnerability on the .pretend victim (me).
It all started with laughter and fun with a bit of coaching from me then something happened she got serious it was on inappropriate touching it then escalated into hits and punches ( I physically got a kicking). It lasted for several hours and I put a stop to it. We calmed down but something had changed I felt violated and I with drew.
You must know I really loved this lady and I did marry her and had twelve years of happiness and bliss with her, come to think of it I am still married to her.  I was devastated six years ago when she was taken from me by mental health and I have never seen her since. She was reported as a missing person you see I was only the husband and I was never told when they took her.
Sorry for the diversion.
Being in a isolated location in a motor home I was forced to deal with the emotions. She to had changed and found that it was a power thing and she relished the power she had over me..We had resolved that before we left the location all would be made right.
It took four days before I could even look at her and I must admit that I gained and immense insight into being a real man one with compassion and empathy and a gentle touch.
I refer to women now as lovely ladies and get a ribbing from my mates. Lovely Ladies they say followed by other words of  ridicule.
The thing is role reversal is happening and men are now getting a kicking from women for real. either way it is wrong to demand from another something that has not been earnt and that includes trust.


A day out with me in the drains the art work is better than my singing  being single has its advantages what woman would go here.

Wednesday, April 20, 2016

Dating sites I was on

Sorry I'm taken The first date was to Port Kembla harbor at 8 pm at night the breeze was blowing from the north east then she kissed me. It was as nice as my profile said it would be and with a smile on on my face that's all you will know.other than to say she saw threw the beard and I am now clean shaven.............................................Its over now.....hahaha.

I would love to meet a lady who is game enough to trust me and go on a picnic and travel to the site by boat. Then to spend the time looking at the beauty of the place I take her too.Wading in the warm waters of the bay and watch the dolphins swim bye.Then as the day ends to sit by a fire with warm blankets and watch the stars arrive in the sky as the sun sets over the mountains to the west. Then to sit quietly and watch you in your contentment with smile on your face.
Sorry for such a short notice, but I've been so very busy. I'm getting MARRIED on May 29, 2016. I know it's unexpected, but I didn't want everyone in my business. So please don't take it personal if you didn't know. Seeing that it's right around the corner, I'm not planning a big wedding. However, I will be inviting some family and close friends. I'll be mailing invites soon. I would really appreciate your presence on this day. Please don't worry about bringing a gift since it's short notice. Just bring someone I can get married to.Must be female...

I enjoy fishing camping building thinks and love engineering. I like travel and will be doing a round Australia trip in a 4x4 motor home starting in the month of March.Life is too short to waste looking for someone. I am extremely happy with my life.and to find someone would be a bonus and a joy. I like dancing of all types and styles.I am a romantic at heart and like stories of love and friendships. I like writing poetry and stories. I do not reply to meet me with out having some conversations first.
First date, first meeting first. Then maybe some words of nothing and a gestured smile followed by name exchange. What am I doing here with this stranger who will or wont approve of my looks or some other charming thing of nothing of value. I saw a woman once a year before I meet her and well........................I married her.. Who knows what life will bring in the package of a woman, Hey lets start with a first reply to a message. We can then organize a first date.................. I have been on these sites before and have never ever been on a date so my expectations are zero...
The times of the world are changing and one has to change with it as well. Change is good along with exercise and a little of the stuff they call money. Friendships are the spice of life and the glue that holds it together so this is why I am here. Friendship is paramount anything else is a bonus and expectations are but a fleeting thought of nothing.

Tuesday, April 19, 2016

I have been asking questions as to who owns the local council corporation now I have to ask who owns the corporate government. Who owns the royal crown jewels. .Who owns the Vatican these questions need to be answered for the slaves to become free. I have been threatened by gangsters for asking these questions ..I have been burnt and I have had enough. I am now a ward of the state for now they have to keep me and I am going to be around for a long time. My body willing and bullets missing....

persuit of happiness

9 Common Pursuits That Rob Us of Happiness

“Happiness is not a destination, it’s a way of life.”
Happiness. We look for it in different places. Some of us hope to buy it. Some think we can earn it. Others look for it in a new job, a new relationship, or a new accomplishment.
But one thing remains: happiness is something we all desire. We were designed to experience it.
Why then, does it appear at times to be so elusive? How can a society search so desperately for something, but still struggle to find it?
Maybe it is because the pursuits we have set before us as a means to find it are actually keeping us from it.
Consider these 9 pursuits and how they may be distracting us from happiness. Each of them are common in our lives and in our world. But  rather than contributing to our happiness, they may be robbing us of it.

9 Common Pursuits That Rob Us of Happiness

1. Following the crowd. The crowd rarely has our best interests in mind. Instead, they seek their own benefit. Scientists call this crowd mentality. And more often than not, following the crowd leads to destructive behaviors rather than life-giving. We would be wise to seek input into our lives from other sources than the popular perceptions of the day.
2. Trying to please everybody. Bill Cosby said it this way, “I don’t know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody.” We are never going to please everybody. At some point, we will hold anunpopular opinion—one that gives us meaning and purpose and passion. And when we do, we ought to hold on to it desperately.
3. Chasing wealth. Studies confirm it over and over again: once our most basic needs have been met, money contributes very little to our overall happiness. And yet, we continue to pursue more as if it holds the secret key to lasting joy. But those who desire riches bring temptation to themselves and are often caught in a trap. Happiness is never the byproduct of chasing wealth.
4. Desiring a picture-perfect life. Happiness is not something we discover only after everything is perfect with our lives (our jobs, our appearance, our relationships). If that were the case, none of us would ever experience happiness. This world is imperfect—always will be. But happiness can still be found once we realize perfection is not a prerequisite.
5. Building our own kingdom. The size of our universe shrinks dramatically when we place ourselves at the center. Living selfishly for our own personal gain will never produce lasting happiness and fulfillment. Our lives are designed to be lived for something far greater. And only those who discover the hidden joy of living for others will find a happiness that truly lasts.
6. Entertaining distraction. Our world has become a constant feed of information, noise, and entertainment. Each distraction enters our mind with one goal: Gain control of our attention and resources. Those who sacrifice their resources to unlimited curiosity will never find the mental or financial capacity to become something greater.
7. Fighting for recognition. Searching for happiness in recognition is a losing endeavor. The world will never give you the respect or accolades you so desperately desire. They are all too busy fighting for their own. You will need to find it elsewhere.
8. Succumbing to fear. If given the chance, fear will always cripple. It will steal your life and potential. Living your fullest life will require courage in the face of fear. Sometimes you will fail. But be strong, most of the time, you will succeed—or become better because of it.
9. Searching for it around the next corner. Happiness is not something to be chased. It is a decision to be made. (tweet that)

Monday, April 18, 2016

New Journey

Depression is taking hold. I find loss unbearable also realising the relationships I worked for failing and I don’t know what to do. I feel utterly alone and very depressed.
In an attempt to improve matters I went on a cruse and ended up in hospital with a heamatoma which  is bleeding on the outside of my brain. Two weeks in intensive care saw the end of the problem but then the death of my eldest son, That was twelve months ago

I can no longer find a reason to get up in the morning, . Depression is a very dark, difficult thing to deal with and unless they’ve been there people don’t understand. I have two other sons one who has depression.

I reasoned with myself that they had left home and would be able to get over my death and go on to have happy lives. Things have gotten so bad that all I could think about was suiside. I even called life line and they even hung up on me. I was alone totally alone with the electric company cutting off my power for not paying there bill.
Realising I needed help I relied on close friends who listened to my woes and my son saying pay the bill. Then I was hit with a fine by the police for not stopping at a stop sign I fought it but they would not listen or give me a court day so I will pay there fine for my own sanity.
For me there was a limit to how much I could be helped in that environment, much of my illness surrounded the circumstances of my life and only I could change them.
After a lot of soul searching I decided I should do the hardest thing I could think of hit the road.
I had to put myself in a situation where I would literally have to fight for my survival every day instead of thinking about how to end my life.
While others might decide to lay on a beach or take time off work my solution was a world away from any conventional approach to beating depression.
I thought about going off camping but that had many difficulties. I wanted a place that could be a proper home and was mobile. I had built a gypsy caravan, and was going to set off into the back roads of Australia.
I had no gypsy heritage or any former interest in or knowledge of that kind of lifestyle except for ten years with a motor home. I am just sick of the rat race and wanted a simple life living off the countryside and that seemed a good way of doing it.
My gypsy wagon was to be pulled by my car which was not really what I wanted
No one knows why the  need to escape routine.
The decission was then made I will buy a motor home it had to be four wheel drive to really get away.
Knowing from years before in another motor home it was the kindness of strangers that helped me to see life could be worth living.
I met many people along the way (including a wife who has since long gone on her own,) and their kindness was one of the biggest things in helping me to feel better and rediscovering my desire to live.
Horse drawn vehicle is not going to happen as the distances and lack of water would be to limiting in Australia.
Everywhere I went people wanted to talk to me. So the decission has been made I am going off on a new journey I will take small steps at first and then do a final break away in the near future. I have a travelling companion Teddy the dog and a one legged Humpry teddy bear.
More up dates in the future.

Just triping arround

This is my first river crossing
The end of the road on this road

Sunday, April 10, 2016

designed by god the comedy.

What a laugh this guy god has a sense of humor how else could it be explained. He makes this wondrous world we live in then he makes man.
Then to really crack things up he breaks a piece of the man and makes woman in so doing he stuffs things up badly.
The man is missing something his rib. It was the only piece that contained evol that's right evol.
Now this woman is made of all evol not to be confused with evil which some say is bad.
Not having any evol the man go in search of the missing ingredient and he searches high and low and it is not to be found anywhere.
During the search that lasts a lifetime and many die on the way they search and in the twilight years the man thinks and searches his memories to no eval. On his death bed he confesses that the truth is missing and the search must go on.
Now I have been given the challenge and I have figured it out. It is so retarded that the answer lies before you.
Live and lave in the love.......Go figure the eval.

Tuesday, April 5, 2016

Some things

Life has been good to me but some things I find I can not have. The really neat thing I really would give up everything for would be love. Lasting love the kind you read about in books. But I am afraid it eludes me and teases me to the point of becoming a hermit. Just the other week I meet an amazing lady and her time is taken up with other things that are more important than what I could ever be. I say that with compassion because just some times life throws a curve ball that just annihilates you to the tipping point in this life. Then there is some things that will never be. To all those ladies and men who have families that are bringing them up alone I salute you.  To all those children you should be so proud that someone takes the time to love and cherish you the only way a mother or father ever could.
So with that said I will have to be selfish and just get along with my lonesome life. Smiling all the way.

Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Today in Australia

Crop circles photographed today

Below shows the flying spider of Australia very rare photo taken this morning

Monday, March 28, 2016

solar power back up

Many days with rain and overcast weather one needs a back up power source. The mind jumps to a generator and its cost. I have had this trouble and then there is the associated noise.

The answer is the car yes the one you drive every day connect to the battery bank and now you can push into the batteries 78 amps of power and the noise is minimal. Different cars have different alternators and power outputs. Just not enough to run the dishwasher but it will run the fridge and the air conditioner which is reverse cycle.

Sunday, March 27, 2016

A story of love.

This is a true story of love between a pieces and a Scorpio one a rat and the other a tiger. The female is the rat and the Scorpio. This is between a man and a woman of 56 and  the man 66. They meet on a dance floor in a brief encounter of the eyes. The deal is struck in the blink of an eye. Cupid and his stupid arrows fired at close range with deadly accuracy. Definitely no chance of escape. Both have been hurt in the past badly. Both are going to fight of this thing called love off, in there dreams.
Those two meet and enjoyed each others company for a couple of days over the next weeks falling into the trap of love.
They have made there minds up friends only,
 I can only talk from the mans perspective cause I am he. Sworn off women and love. the drought has been over six years. This is a sinch I got it all planned never again
Short phone call wont hurt will it?
Not on your Nelly....The next bit was written at the time.
Its 1 am and just got off the internet after doing some research time for sleep and normally it comes easily. Head hits the pillow and the eyes spring open. Then the scary bit and I mean scary.
Laying here in pain body vibrating between life and who knows where,  Mussels aching head aching to the point of end. Life seems to be slipping away nerves are being smashed to pieces. I am being dissolved. Life seems to be taken away from me. ( This is pain more intense than a heamatoma which experienced a year ago which needed brain surgery)
I have only pain of all types acting on me at once. Emotions mucking with my head. I rang lifeline and they hung up on me I do not want to die alone. Every part of my being is affected. This is shit of the finest quality amazing stuff that one can not think of or even imagine. I do not want to die and I do not want to go on..........................Blacked out......................woke up and the computer screen is on. I had used it and didn't know..My mind is blank and the feelings of numbness is over me, Its like I am going to sleep and I am awake, sleep might take me and allow my body to heal but from what.
This is a sequal of a time before may years ago and just getting married having sex and the pain flowing over my brain like water pored onto dry concrete. There is a fine line between pleasure and pain and I crossed it.
What does one do this love thing hurts, I did not ask for it but it came to me. I was minding my own mind then crash its there a total train wreck and me in the middle. I'm just a selfish bastard thinking of my self what about the poor lady.
Hey stop laughing its not funny. There has been no sex yet now that might be another story......
I do love her even though it bloody well hurts.

Tuesday, March 15, 2016

I have to say thank you Origin Energy

As some of you have read my power was turned off by an energy company,Thats fine. I have found I sleep better of a night even though the NBN (phone connection company) power supply is giving off four beeps every 4 minutes due to no power. The thing is there is a quite feeling fallen over my house. My energy has risen to a point of being active again. Yes I still have problems of my making and now I am looking into those. I have no radio or TV but I do have internet when I turn it on(my choise). I am not affected by blackouts. Some time back I started building a gypsy van and it is covered by iron sheeting fully insulated with wood stove and led lights. I do not use it but it is my house insurance.
Now that is another story which I will mention it here. Got my car insurance and to my surprise if the car is not insured I am not covered what every that means,Police can ticket you give it to state debt recovery and the Roads and maritime cancel your registration and then you get booked for being unregistered and uninsured, Now that's a great scam done right here in Australia. This is another scam perpetrated on the people of Australia by our American owned corporate Australian Parliament.

Some time back I renovated my kitchen and went to bottled gas for cooking and I installed solar hot water on the roof so I was part the way to being self sufficient so when the power was cut off I got out the camping led lights and solar panel. If you renovate I would sugest rewiring you house with a second lighting system running off 12 volts which you can do yourself legally as against lawfully. Check out those two words on blacks law dictionary you will be surprised.

Small invertors can be used to run small appliances such as phone charging and razors and radios.

Monday, March 7, 2016

How you are going to lose your home that is fully paid for.

I did a deal with the local council because they would not connect the sewage. Tony Holmes the head of Shoalhaven Water struck a deal, $1000.50 refund of water rates and never to have to pay for water again on the land. Deal done and accepted, contract signed letter sent money changed hands end of story you might think.
Well no I get another letter from Tony on a different matter (who are the share holders of Shoalhaven city council corporation) that was to be sorted out by the general manager Russ Pigg to whom the letter was originally sent to. Russ Pigg being the coward he is flipped it over to Tony Holmes and he said I note your points in his letter and then went on to say he made a mistake "you now have to pay water rates" even though there is no sewer connection or water to the land.
Debt recovery will be implemented and the fictitious bill will be sold on.  Thus now there is no bill it has been paid for by some benevolent corporation. This corporation will inflate the price and then call in Tenex or Surco to enforce their crime."POLICE".
What a great system and you all fall for it.  You are not a slave then think again, you are. To this day I have not had an answer to who are the share holders of Shoalhaven City council corporation.

electricity and sucking eggs

I was in dispute with the electrical ombudsman and I can tell you there is no satisfaction there. They are part of the big grinding wheel and there is no stopping it. The end result was my power was taken from me and all the electrical safty features of the house were turned off including the telephone and internet. They then sent me a bill for $500 au for them cutting the power to my house. The food in the fridge spoiled and I was left with little to eat because I just did the weeks food shopping and all spoiled.  I hit the emergency button on my mobile as I was going down and the ambulance arrived some time later. Blood pressure went threw the roof 217 in fact and I collapsed on the drive way and my good friend and neighbor George came over to help me. You know something is going to happen but the results are not what and how you expected. Ambulance bill another $500. So much for duty and care but this is another story.
Living with out the grid has been a learning curve. Opening the back of the meter box and all the wires there and then thinking which ones do I cut the connect my camp generator to. Wires selected and cut and an extension cord attached genny started first go and then the run inside to see the damage. Power and lights all working. You just have to have some luck sometimes.
So I was up and running again so time to do the sums.  Fictitious electrical charges came to over $2000 and an ongoing fee of 28 dollars a week. I got 2 solar panels 200 watts and 2 truck batteries and along with wire and stuff including a 3000 watt inverter total $800 dollars day to glue the panels to the roof and wire up and connect to the power lead at the meter box.
After a week I knew the storage was too low so a new 100 amp hour battery was purchased and installed. My wako fridge was then removed from the shed where it sat for over 15 years. The thing would not start  rapid movement of the switch and walla working fridge. It was put in service yesterday and the volts were 12.5 this morning so for winter one more panel and another battery should complete the system. final costing will be less then $2000 au. The ombudsman rang to inform me I had to pay and my message to them was "go suck eggs". Hot water was replaced when I bought the place and solar was chosen I am totally self sufficient.  I run the generator for washing cloths and I charge all my batteries at the same time. I have a 240 volt electric lawn mower and I do the mowing when the cloths are washing or I can runn the dishwasher. Hey aint life grand. My son the lawyer is still laughing about the power being turned off.
The yellow wire at the bottom of the photo is the extension cord and all the circuit breakers are working as normal. If you do not know what you are doing do not attempt this. The system is alive in the photo running off the inverter.

Monday, February 29, 2016

This shows an intersection in Quinns Lane in Nowra,stop sign and no unbroken stop line. The police car was down the road further than the ute when it videoed my car. The camera could not even see the stop sign let alone my car stopping.Great revenue for the corporate government of NSW. $319 thank you

Sunday, February 28, 2016

Revolting people

Electricity prices going up.
We need more competition so we will regulate another 20 electrical retailers and at the top of these new corporations will be a 8 million dollar man. This will certainly bring down prices. Some years ago I had a friend who carried coal and things were tough these was no money left in it. One truck turned over $500,000 a year so he decided to get another truck and another and he had a fleet of 8 trucks bringing in $4.000.000. Things went bad and the bank foreclosed and he wondered why. Do people not see that you can only milk a cow so many times and it dies. I had a small truck and took in more money than the fleet of trucks, why because I did the sums. I am now doing the sums and what I see for the future is bleak very bleak. You can only get so much blood out of a stone as Jesus found out before it turns to water. Now I must say politicians and lawyers are not the brightest bunch of apples on the tree. Only slightly under council workers who think that they are Jesus's brother in law. now where is this going.......That's right electricity prices. Look there is only so much blood in a stone and one boats catch of fish can feed the multitudes but even this story had its end. Now that brings us back to prices and when you take everything and leave nothing for the slaves they will revolt. Revolting people are just not nice and you with all the money and wealth are setting yourselves to be targets of the revolting people. Very revolting people.


When I was a boy we helped each other and did it for free. Didn't matter if is was people or animals it just happened. Today you have to be in the right organization registered by the government. The only charities was the red cross and the gould league of bird lovers. Why is there so many charities with professional people at the top on millions of dollars a year. Why do the politicians sell off our assets and then these people increase the price on everything. I know its wages going up. So let me ask you this, When was the last time you got a pay rise?  I know the super councils will not ask for a rate rise for TWO YEARS and then they will get only 21% increase how good is the state government. I recons this is the only planet in the universe that you have to pay to live on . They make contracts by using JOINDER, If you phone a corporation then you are in contract with them and you have to wait for the privilege, things get better. Police are engineers Computers are administrative courts and condemn you by using a number and a code. Yes means no and no means yes. Members of the clergy tell you how to run your family and seduce your children. Persons are corporations the same as men and women yet it is men and women that give these corporations power. How does a piece of paper hanging on a wall have the ability to command? Gods plants are illegal. I even heard a prime minister say "If we keep using solar energy the sun will go out" I know I am just being pedantic. Ha the sun going out. I did engineering and was told by a 16 year old girl just out of school my trade is not valid. I will tell you that to walk on the street you are going to have to pay. Then there is the breath tax breath out carbon and there is the tax just waiting for you. I saw with my own eyes council workers planting a steel tree. Don't laugh its true.Why do we not smile why are the children fatter than there perents. In fact why are the mothers better looking than there daughters? Hey hang me out to dry if you like but do your own research before you condemn me.

Wednesday, January 6, 2016

I love you

How can this be twisted in so many ways. I truly love humans and there is some that test me to the hilt. I am single and I would like to say women do not like it when I say I love you and mean it. I am an elder in the community and time is limited and I care about you and I love you with all your faults if any. Hey I love you...

I'm just the messenger.

Everyone worldwide needs a lesson in the mechanisms of fraudulent convertible debt.  A fraudulent convertible debt is a debt created by fraud that is converted into new ownership and used by the perpetrators as investment capital.  The most typical example is the billing you receive every month for electrical service (at least in America this is true).

What appears to be a bill comes addressed to YOUR NAME in capital letters and your address.  Unknown to you, this "billing statement" isn't really a true bill and it isn't addressed to you.  It is addressed to a franchise of a governmental services corporation and the "statement" is actually a voucher allowing you to cash in a "dividend" equal to the amount shown as due and owing-- but of course, you are never told this and you are never told how to fill out the coupon for credit.  Instead, if you don't submit payment you are threatened with disconnection, and in this way, you are coerced into paying the bills of a governmental services corporation's franchise.

Of course, the utility company submits the bill each month directly to the "government" and gets paid for servicing the franchise. That's payment Number One.  Then they send you a billing statement and coerce you to pay it.  That's payment Number Two.  They establish a "capital credits account" in YOUR name and deposit your payment in that account.  They then use that money as investment capital benefiting their utility company and prevent you from accessing the capital credit account you funded.  In some cases, the utilities are so crooked they set the "capital credits" aside and later claim that they are "unclaimed funds" and abscond with them directly.

Sunset on river flats

Frozen LEMON

Frozen lemon............. grate it it!

Lemon is effective in killing cancer cells because it is allegedly 10,000 stronger than chemotherapy.
This has not been revealed because there are people out there that want to make a synthetic, toxic version that will bring them huge profits. 
The good news is that the taste of lemon is pleasant and does not deliver the horrific effects of chemotherapy.
FROZEN LEMON  Asthma reversed, autism has been reversed, as has cancer, Alzheimer’s and Parkinson’s disease, osteoarthritis, joint pain, astigmatism, gum disease, increased sexual activity, heavy metal and radiation elimination, parasite elimination, free radicals elimination, faster athletic recovery time, increased blood circulation, reduced inflammation, resistance to getting the flu, reduction of wrinkles, allergy reduction, reduced PMS and monthly period pain, nausea, migraines and so much more. And it’s only possible because of the oxygen it releases that floods the cells of the body. FROZEN LEMON. Don't do it, it might work.