Sitting here in pain body vibrating between life and who knows where,  Mussels aching head aching to the point of end. Life seems to be slipping away nerves are being smashed to pieces. Life seems to be taken away from me. I have only pain of all types acting on me at once. Emotions mucking with my head. I rang lifeline and they hung up on me I do not want to die alone. Every part of my being is affected. This is shit of the finest quality amazing stuff that one can not think of or even imagine. I do not want to die and I do not want to go on...........................My mind is blank and the feelings of numbness is over me,Its like i am going to sleep and I am awake sleep might take me and alow my body to heal.
The above was written some time ago and was never published, Things are bought back like on Sunday you know god,s day.  The day that God has set aside for christians. Yes I was broken into again with the loss of an estimated $5000 gone. The wealth gained by this hippocrite  would yield them $100.
The toll being placed on People is severe, Lets legalise drugs and let big pharmaceutical do the deals at a lower cost and thus reducing crime and stress on the community.

Speed camera saves lives.

How can a speed camera stop one dying on the road...... Doctor to nurse "quick get a speed cameras he's going to die." Give us a break they are just for revenue for the corporation. mmmmmmmm

Here is another senerio kid steals daddy's car and crashes into a speed camera pole and dies on the scene. Helped him didn't it. They do work politicians son gets a new Lamborghini for his birthday paid for by speed camera. Has no money to put fuel in the tank and thus saves his life. Poor people dont drive cars because the speed camera bankrupted them. Do I need to say more.

Have you experienced death first hand?

Some years ago I was at a fatal crash involving a school bus and a fire engine. After removing all the children from the bus I then focused my attention on a very damaged lady traped inside the bus. I put my hand on her shoulder and told her all the children were all OK. In a flash of time I was hit with what I could only describe as an electric shock when she took her last breath. I was knocked from my feet. I believe that I got in the way of her spirit leaving her body. When help did arrive they were going to use the jaws of life to remove the seats ,I stepped forward and tore the seat from its mountings and the personal there could not believe there eyes as the seat yealded to my efforts. I think back to that time and ask myself how did I do that. My days of driving saw many accidents and the removal of people from cars and trucks. One was on the expressway between Sydney and Wollongong where a car came crashing threw trees on the centre medium strip doing eight end for end rolls. The car was locked and inside was five nuns,yes nuns of the catholic faith. Smashing my way into the car saw all five removed from there seat belts covered with petrol and with the car on its roof. Only one was injured with a small 2 inch cut on her leg. Would I do it again I dont know the petrol was a worry as I thought about that for months later.

Is there multi universes

We as a species play with drugs and find inner strengths. We see drugs such as ice that multiplies physical strengths so why not drugs that multiply the ability of knowledge. I see that sometimes we fall upon the wrong drug strengths which are hazardous to human health. It is not wrong it is that we find the drug just burns life faster. Is it possible to find a drug that enhances human behavior in a totally new way and the answer is yes. This drug is already in the environment already and it will be stumbled upon if we have not already destroyed it threw the vandalism of greed. Things come in the right time space ratio and there is no altering this fact. Could you imagine if everyone had what they wanted at any given time kayos would prevail much the same way if some had it all and others have nothing. Some will have the ability to slip into another universe and this ability will only be given to a very selected few people with integrity that can never be bought.