smiling slightly

Tears of joy awaken me
laughter tears will never be
smiling in the bright of day
smiling because I had my say

spoken never to any one
cold it is in the sun
giggle now and giggle then
sight of sound with out zen

turn me over and laughter be
sounds erupting from the sea
softness of a cloud filled night
laughter be laughter light

hush my soul

deepest dark of deepest light
spoken in the cold of night
little said but never seen
come on in and bust my spleen

ever seen but never said
country mean and never blead
tormented mind for what I've seen
never will and never been

Shaken soul tears of light
never spoken in the sight
broken soil drowned in blood
a life has turned into mud

Jingle drugs

Jingle drugs jingle drugs poke them down my throat
Overkill psychotic quack I can float by boat
popping pills popping pills Dashing threw my life
come on down come on down come and take my bloody wife

Kick me in the guts while I'm bloody down
drug me up piss on me while you bloody can
O'shake my hand and charge me some
steal my stinken house

Feed me fatty foods take away my life
make me sleep for hours on end
Til I don't know who I am
Then do it all again up my phucken dose

Charge me more take away my will
Then order me to court force your drugs on me
My mind is yours for good do your will me
Pay your bill terror in my mind

Corrugated Iron

I have been investigating a project and wanted flat iron sheets an thought the feed stock for corrugated Iron sheets would be good so I inquired about the price. The corrugated iron was about 12.00 dollars a meter and the feed stock is 36 dollars a meter, Go figure that one?

words

Deepest light in a dark filled night
For all my love to see
Shinning from non lit pane
There is a window dark

Threw the night by candle light
Her love doth shine on me
wind it growls to light the way
coldness draws me threw the door

shinning there in the dark
glimmers never seen by me
to wake my soul from sleep
this night was ever bold.

Iggle

volunteering

Volunteering  Yes  I tried this yesterday with a result I did not expect. Last week I went along to a community group to volunteer, I was new so things went well. I turned up yesterday and was again welcomed by the troupes and joined in again. All was going well til the boss of the group (head volunteer) arrived and I was promptly asked to leave I didn't have the permission of a paid worker to be there and a police report as to my honesty.  I was not given a chance to participate and was ridiculed in front of people I had just meet. The organization was dealing with people whom have psychotic illness, seams to me that we all have problems of one kind or another. I will again go back to my own thoughts and peace in my own house. Loneliness can some times leave one vulnerable.

Coal seam fracking

What you are not told by the big companies is that after fracking the coal seams become sterile unable to be mined. Yes the rock strata is broken and the mining of the coal is impossible because the roof can not be held up because of the fracking. I personally would not like to mine coal after fracking. It would like digging under a pile of gravel be it big pieces of gravel. Then there is the chemical poisoning that one would have to deal with in the air system. Radon is given off during mining but add to that all the other chemicals forced into the coal seam.