Monday, May 9, 2016

Thieves

Hey I got a letter today from Roads and Maritime Services which says "I am pleased to inform you that state debt recovery has authorized Roads and Maritime Services to lift the business restriction." This was sent on 3 May 2016. I received it on the 9 May 2016. That's six days restricting my business with no compensation. Phucken thieves and racketeers stand over tactics and bullying.
Bet they dont do this in Russia.

Weirdos

I spent a week in Parramatta and made some amazing friends. The thing is most were homeless and the others shop keepers. These homeless people are even better to talk to than car sales men who I might add talk to anyone even me. My son said they are all weirdos I said that's me.......

Spur of the moment

Mothers day came and went and I didn't have a mother to celebrate with so next best thing . Had lunch with my son on me in Parramatta. We were interrupted by a fellow selling flowers for 10 bucks each I didn't buy one then as he was passing for the second time I did. So I bought one and gave it to the waiter in the next cafe she looked so down. "Have a nice day" and she put it away some where and came back same look on her face. Son said "that was a waste of money" and I said worth every cent of it. The flower man was so happy and I talked to him for five minutes what a day.

Friday, April 29, 2016

I am a non residential allien

Please let me explain the title of this post, I reside with the flowers and the air and the animals and the fish. I write poetry and stories I am free to do what I went with in the laws of my god and the laws of gravity and engineering.
For me to live any where else is a fraud but let me inform you there is psychopaths that believe different. They think you are a corporation and yes we have to live in that world to some extent either by force or by choise. mostly by force. They control you freedoms your roads and even the air that you breath..
You see some even worship the folding stuff they call money,they are even fearful if the money is taken from them by bandits and let me tell you the day is coming where they will take the money and plunge many people into darkness and dispare.
Yes I am a non resident alien living in the real world I can not own anything and I do not own anything for all that can be taken even the clothes you wear.
Now if you can get your head around it the fear will disapate and life goes on
If you do not have a residential address then you are classed as a vagrant and can be taken and maybe even murdered. Dont thinks so then read some history from down trodden nations like Persia.
We only have a limited time on this planet so make the most of it.
For those of you who have no idea of time get a tape measure and lets asume we live to say 80 pull the tape out to 80 inches then slide you hand down the tape til you get to your age thats what you have left and the rest is the part you lived. Have you lived or have you survived.

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

wheel house

I have found the motor home has a big problem. On my last trip I went up this really steep incline and it got to the stage of going no further. I will not call it a road because it was more like a goat track. Goat because the one in the operators seat.
All the bedding ended up in the back of the cabin I mean everything, Then the trip coming back down it all ended up in the front of the cabin.
Big problem if you get the drift.
I will have to put tie downs on everything even the dog....The best travelling companion on could want never talks or back answers. Gee if I want to get nagged I put the gps on going to Melbourne and head to Sydney, Put in a sheilas voice and there you have it a perfect wife, nags all the way non stop.

Monday, April 25, 2016

Some just do not get it.

Some of you know my electricity has been turned off by the power company and are wondering how I am coping.
Let me explain it is not the end of the world, yes it has taken some adjustments on my part with having to do things for myself. I have become more independent and free in many ways. I am reading more and my mind is opening to new experiences. I spend less time by myself and I am eating less but of a better quality food. My son just rang he is worried I may not be looking after myself so let me assure you all and my son I am doing fine.
I go to bed earlier and get up earlier I exercise more and I sleep better knowing I have less to worry about.
I have tomatoes growing at my back door with schlots I am not sure of the spelling but those onion things. For breakfast I will be having a omelet with 2 eggs on a rice biscuit and a Cup of tea. Maybe peppermint tea. I go out to the club and have a plate of salad for five dollars and fifty cents. I know that is decedent as some would live on that for a week. It is all relivant to where one lives in the world.
The photo below was taken at Huskisson two weeks ago when my son was with me. Thats him in the middle of the photo.

Saturday, April 23, 2016

Roll reversal

roll reversal
Let me tell you of a true story of abuse
Many years ago I meet this wonderful lady whom had been raped (not by me). She was fearful and needed to get some sort of closure and was not able to understand why a man would do such a thing. I explained to her it was a power thing and it didn't matter how I explained it I could not get threw to her. I needed some sort of tactics that would make her understand and I hatched a plan.
Role reversal and acting .it out with her as the aggressor, I set up one word that if said the exercise would end immediately. I set the scene in a remote location miles from anywhere where there was vulnerability on the .pretend victim (me).
It all started with laughter and fun with a bit of coaching from me then something happened she got serious it was on inappropriate touching it then escalated into hits and punches ( I physically got a kicking). It lasted for several hours and I put a stop to it. We calmed down but something had changed I felt violated and I with drew.
You must know I really loved this lady and I did marry her and had twelve years of happiness and bliss with her, come to think of it I am still married to her.  I was devastated six years ago when she was taken from me by mental health and I have never seen her since. She was reported as a missing person you see I was only the husband and I was never told when they took her.
Sorry for the diversion.
Being in a isolated location in a motor home I was forced to deal with the emotions. She to had changed and found that it was a power thing and she relished the power she had over me..We had resolved that before we left the location all would be made right.
It took four days before I could even look at her and I must admit that I gained and immense insight into being a real man one with compassion and empathy and a gentle touch.
I refer to women now as lovely ladies and get a ribbing from my mates. Lovely Ladies they say followed by other words of  ridicule.
The thing is role reversal is happening and men are now getting a kicking from women for real. either way it is wrong to demand from another something that has not been earnt and that includes trust.