Sitting here in pain body vibrating between life and who knows where,  Mussels aching head aching to the point of end. Life seems to be slipping away nerves are being smashed to pieces. Life seems to be taken away from me. I have only pain of all types acting on me at once. Emotions mucking with my head. I rang lifeline and they hung up on me I do not want to die alone. Every part of my being is affected. This is shit of the finest quality amazing stuff that one can not think of or even imagine. I do not want to die and I do not want to go on...........................My mind is blank and the feelings of numbness is over me,Its like i am going to sleep and I am awake sleep might take me and alow my body to heal.
The above was written some time ago and was never published, Things are bought back like on Sunday you know god,s day.  The day that God has set aside for christians. Yes I was broken into again with the loss of an estimated $5000 gone. The wealth gained by this hippocrite  would yield them $100.
The toll being placed on People is severe, Lets legalise drugs and let big pharmaceutical do the deals at a lower cost and thus reducing crime and stress on the community.

Speed camera saves lives.

How can a speed camera stop one dying on the road...... Doctor to nurse "quick get a speed cameras he's going to die." Give us a break they are just for revenue for the corporation. mmmmmmmm

Here is another senerio kid steals daddy's car and crashes into a speed camera pole and dies on the scene. Helped him didn't it. They do work politicians son gets a new Lamborghini for his birthday paid for by speed camera. Has no money to put fuel in the tank and thus saves his life. Poor people dont drive cars because the speed camera bankrupted them. Do I need to say more.

Have you experienced death first hand?

Some years ago I was at a fatal crash involving a school bus and a fire engine. After removing all the children from the bus I then focused my attention on a very damaged lady traped inside the bus. I put my hand on her shoulder and told her all the children were all OK. In a flash of time I was hit with what I could only describe as an electric shock when she took her last breath. I was knocked from my feet. I believe that I got in the way of her spirit leaving her body. When help did arrive they were going to use the jaws of life to remove the seats ,I stepped forward and tore the seat from its mountings and the personal there could not believe there eyes as the seat yealded to my efforts. I think back to that time and ask myself how did I do that. My days of driving saw many accidents and the removal of people from cars and trucks. One was on the expressway between Sydney and Wollongong where a car came crashing threw trees on the centre medium strip doing eight end for end rolls. The car was locked and inside was five nuns,yes nuns of the catholic faith. Smashing my way into the car saw all five removed from there seat belts covered with petrol and with the car on its roof. Only one was injured with a small 2 inch cut on her leg. Would I do it again I dont know the petrol was a worry as I thought about that for months later.

Is there multi universes

We as a species play with drugs and find inner strengths. We see drugs such as ice that multiplies physical strengths so why not drugs that multiply the ability of knowledge. I see that sometimes we fall upon the wrong drug strengths which are hazardous to human health. It is not wrong it is that we find the drug just burns life faster. Is it possible to find a drug that enhances human behavior in a totally new way and the answer is yes. This drug is already in the environment already and it will be stumbled upon if we have not already destroyed it threw the vandalism of greed. Things come in the right time space ratio and there is no altering this fact. Could you imagine if everyone had what they wanted at any given time kayos would prevail much the same way if some had it all and others have nothing. Some will have the ability to slip into another universe and this ability will only be given to a very selected few people with integrity that can never be bought.

Being conned

Want to see how you are being lead by the nose on Facebook go to notifications then back to home with your arrow keys. Bounce back and forward with arrow keys and a new page is put there. Keep doing it. Good way to view Facebook. HAHAHAHA
Do a search on Google say Syria news, Then do Syria tourist destination. See how we are conned.

Wind and an out going tide.

The heat of summer has arrived with flooding along the south Australian coastline. I have not written for a while as the doing of the word fun takes up most of my time.Took the boat up the Shoalhaven river which is in part flood from the rains.Got to the rapids and went slowly into them at half throttle doing about walking speed to the land. The boat was on plan and the revs was increased and slowly made headway against the rushing water.Touching ground in several places I moved to the right of the river opened the throttle and turned the boat and hit top speed of forty plus the river speed took us to sixty in a blink of an eye. Throttled back and ran the boat up onto a sand bar for lunch.Lunch was a low key affair with sandwiches and a cup of tea from a thermos. The sound of the water rushing past the rear of the boat made for a relaxing time.  Getting back onto the river meant reversing into the rushing stream of water and turning the boat up stream whilst travelling downstream at 20 miles an hour the accelerating into the current to bring the boat to a stationary position on the river. Then doing the same turn with the speed increasing when travelling with the water. Then it was off to the other end of the river some forty kilometers away going with the tide saved on fuel. Reaching the river bar on an out going tide and a wind coming from behind the boat was swept into the waves wich came half way up the windscreen.There was no turning back as the waves were six foot high bursting threw two more waves then there was a lul in the waves and the boat was swung
 around against the out going tide the wind was wiping up the waves and to go over them would have meant the boat would spear across the front of the wave and capsized so all I could do was to stay on the back of the wave and use the throttle to keep me there. No head way was being made and the boat was being swamped from the rear so a little more throttle was applied and the direction was slightly changed to head for the bank and shallower water where the water was flowing at a slower rate and the waves got smaller. The accelerator was opened and we leaped out of the first wave on to the back of the next. Stability was hard to maintain with all the water we had taken on board. It is good fun finding out what your boat is capable of even though it is dangerous.
Wind running against an out going tide is the most dangerous thing one could do as there is no waiting for the next lull in the waves because you are going to be taken there even if you dont want too... .

REAL PEOPLE REAL WAGES

Keep the checkout chicks in work Only do business face to face with a human. Stop crank calls demanding money by doing face to face with a human. Get your receipts on paper they can not be deleted only do business face to face stop fraud. Pay your fines face to face at a court house. Keep people in work by only doing face to face.
THAT'S WHAT WOMEN USED TO DO FOR WORK BECAUSE THERE HUSBANDS GOT A DECENT WAGE.