yep

I slashed my arm on an unseen point.
It bled, and I forgot about it.
Who would care anyway?

It was just a cut, without despair.
No scream, no reason—
just something that happened.
It bled for a while, then it stopped,
like things do.

True, I am still here.
That part remains.
A fact more than a feeling.

The day moves forward without asking me,
and I move with it, somehow—
patched, quiet, unfinished,
still here,
and new only in the smallest sense
that time insists on calling tomorrow.

Geting older and wiser

I sit in a chair that remembers my shape,
holding a day that never quite arrived.
Time moves past me like a train I don’t board—
I hear it, I feel the wind,
but I stay.

Words line up asking to mean something,
but meaning is tired too.
Every question sounds like an echo,
every answer asks for more than I have.

They say repeat, repeat—
as if repetition is healing,
as if saying it again makes it lighter.
But tired isn’t a loop.
It’s a weight.

Still, I’m here.
Not fixed. Not solved.
Just here, breathing through another minute,
letting the chair hold what I can’t.

And maybe that’s enough for today.

Quantium entanglement and a womans love are the same

I decided once that I knew nothing.

Not as a failure, but as a beginning.

When I learned about quantum entanglement—particles linked across distance, responding to each other without messages or commands—it felt strangely familiar.

I had loved a woman like that.

We were connected without control. When one of us changed, the other felt it—not because of intent, but because of shared history. Distance altered nothing essential. Attention changed everything.

The more I tried to define it, the less it behaved.
The moment I tried to use it, it vanished.

Love doesn’t let you send signals on demand.
Neither does entanglement.

That’s the mistake people make: thinking that because something is real, it must be usable.

Some of the most powerful things are not tools. They bind, but they do not obey. Love. Meaning. Presence. Entanglement.

I still know nothing.
But I know more than I did before.

And that, it turns out, is how understanding actually works.

Understanding Speed and the truth.

 

Road Safety Truth Sheet: Understanding Speed, Impact Forces, and Child Safety

Purpose:

To provide evidence-based, engineering-accurate information so policy decisions and public messaging reflect real-world causes of injury and death on our roads.

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1. The Physics: Speed Alone Doesn’t Kill — Impact Forces Do

Injury and fatality occur when the human body experiences force, usually from:

• Impact (sudden deceleration)

• Crush forces (vehicle rolling over a person)

These forces—not “speed” as a number—cause physical harm.

Higher speed increases crash forces, but even low speeds can be lethal in run-over incidents due to vehicle weight and visibility limitations.

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2. Why Low-Speed Run-Overs Kill Children

Child fatalities at low speeds usually involve:

• A child being unseen by the driver

• A vehicle reversing or moving slowly

• The child being run over, causing fatal crush injuries

• Large vehicle mass, high bonnet lines, and blind zones

These tragedies are visibility and design problems, not speed problems.

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3. What “Speed Kills” Gets Right—and Wrong

Right:

• Higher speeds significantly increase the risk and severity of road crashes.

• Speed management is important on public roads.

Wrong (or incomplete):

• It suggests speed is the sole cause of death.

• It hides the role of visibility, road design, and vehicle engineering.

• It fails to address low-speed driveway and parking-lot fatalities.

A more accurate public message is:

“Impact forces kill. Speed increases those forces, but vehicle design and visibility are critical for protecting children.”

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4. Evidence-Based Policy Recommendations

A. For Public Roads

• Set speed limits based on road design, not slogans.

• Improve road design to reduce crash severity (narrow lanes, roundabouts, raised crossings).

• Prioritise pedestrian-safe environments near schools and neighbourhoods.

B. For Driveways, Car Parks, and Residential Areas

Most child run-over deaths occur off public roads.

Key measures:

• Mandatory front and rear automated emergency braking

• 360° camera systems for new vehicles

• Public education on blind zones around vehicles

• Encourage driveway designs that separate play areas from vehicle paths

C. For Vehicles

• Improve vehicle front-end visibility standards

• Encourage lower bonnet heights where possible

• Expand child-safety technology requirements

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5. Why This Matters

Effective safety policy must reflect real-world human behaviour and accurate engineering principles.
Oversimplified slogans can unintentionally misdirect attention and resources.

When messaging and policy are aligned with truth, we get:

• Fewer fatalities

• Higher public trust

• Better long-term safety outcomes

Man

 He rises in the morning,

Puts the mask back on,

and walks into the world—

carrying a loneliness

so practiced

it no longer feels like pain,

just a shape

he was born to fill.

Imediate relaxation (wonder why a camp fire relaxes you)

 Light can have a powerful effect on your mind and body — it can calm your nervous system, shift your mood, and even guide your brain into relaxation states. Here are a few practical ways to use light to relax and gently stimulate your mind:

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🌅 1. Use Warm, Dim Light in the Evenings

• Why it works: Soft amber or red hues mimic sunset and help your brain release melatonin, the sleep hormone.

• How to do it:

  • Use smart bulbs or salt lamps and set them to warm tones (2000–3000K).

  • Turn off overhead lights and use smaller lamps or candles.

  • Avoid blue light (phones, computers, LEDs) 1 hour before bed — or use “night mode.”

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🌞 2. Morning Light for Mental Energy

• Why it works: Natural sunlight early in the day resets your circadian rhythm and boosts serotonin (the feel-good chemical).

• How to do it:

  • Step outside within 30 minutes of waking — even for 5–10 minutes.

  • If you can’t get sunlight, use a light therapy lamp (10,000 lux white light) for 10–15 minutes.

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🌈 3. Colored Light Meditation

• Why it works: Different light colors affect your mood and focus through subconscious associations.

• Try this:

  • Blue or green light: calming, good for stress or anxiety.

  • Purple or violet: meditative, introspective.

  • Soft orange or pink: comforting, emotionally warm.

  • Dim the room, put on a gentle soundscape (like ambient or nature sounds), and breathe slowly while gazing softly at the light.

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💡 4. Light Rhythm Breathing

You can sync your breathing with changing light:

• Use an app or lamp that brightens as you inhale and dims as you exhale.

• It naturally trains your mind into a parasympathetic (calm) state.

• Even a candle works — just watch the flame rise and flicker as you breathe.

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🪞 5. Mind Reflection Exercise

Sit in a softly lit space and reflect light gently (like off water, crystal, or a mirror). Focus on how the light moves — it helps quiet mental chatter while engaging your visual mind.

Margrets shoulder shimmy

Margret’s got a creaky joint

Her right side’s out of point—

But play a tune, she’s up to prance,

Half in pain, half in dance!

She twirls, she spins—oh what a sight,

Left side groovin’, right side tight!

The shoulder groans, but Margret grins—

That’s how every party begins!

She twirls, she spins—oh what a sight,

Left side groovin’, right side tight!

The shoulder groans, but Margret grins—

That’s how every party begins!