Friday, October 30, 2015

Charles Bonnet syndrome

This is an interesting subject images flashing before ones eyes and the person in blind. Yes hallucinations of the mind.
This is possible and as to why it is probably the person is bored with being blind and there is no side effects and they are not mentally mad. Now with that said is it possible for a perfectly able sited person able to see the same type of images and I believe it is.
 In highly intelligent people not on drugs and bored with there lot in life it is possible and probable that  they also can reproduce images  the same as in someone with CBS.
Years ago I had an image on a sunny day of a large black asteroid passing overhead and at the time I did not mention it because people would think I am mad. Let me tell you some people do think I am mad.
The reason for this is my mind is in the search of anything new and something that challenge the thought process. Just the other day my vision was splitting up into two parts and I was not able to see the line between one image and the one next to it. I was hallucinating and I was not on drugs I did speak to my doctor and was made to worry and they went away by them selves. I wish that I had not gone to the doctor as I would have been able to play with this and have some fun with it.
Maybe it might return and I will be able to write more on the subject.
There is a song that goes like this"there is a fine line between pleasure and pain" I have crossed this line on several occasions and I will tell you how.
I was with no sex for years and when I did get it the pleasure was so intense in my mind it was like pouring water on dry concrete and the water just spread out in all directions,well instead of water it was pain, pain so intense that it made me pass out. I went to the hospital and the doctor there just laughed and I was perplexed. He did ask if sex was involved and I said yes and you have not had in some time yes then he laughed again. I did not think it funny. Then he told me he had just read a medical journal about just this and said no way to himself. Then I walk in. I asked him what I should do and the cure and prescription was amazing MORE SEX and the beast left on its own accord.
The imagination is an amazing thing and I also think engineering is also amazing thus the name of this blog....

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

House for sale

As my early readers know I lived in Gundagai beside the mighty Murrumbidgee river. I have decided to sell the house so here is a short video. I hope you enjoy it,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nuS1E6Yzonw

Monday, October 26, 2015

I have a reader from Réunion welcome aboard.I never knew it existed.

I have a reader for

Réunion

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
For other uses, see Reunion (disambiguation).
Réunion
La Réunion
Overseas region & department of France
Flag of Réunion
Flag
Coat of arms of Réunion
Coat of arms
Motto: Florebo quocumque ferar
Département 974 in France (zoom).svg
Country France
PrefectureSaint-Denis
Departments1
Government
 • President of Regional CouncilDidier Robert
Area
 • Total2,511 km2(970 sq mi)
Population (Jan. 2013)[1]
 • Total844,994
 • Density340/km2(870/sq mi)
Time zoneRET (UTC+04)
ISO 3166 codeRE
GDP (2013)[2]Ranked
Total€16.7 billion (US$22.2 bn)
Per capita€19,854 (US$26,369)
NUTS RegionFRA
WebsitePrefecture
Regional Council
Departmental Council
Réunion[discuss spelling] (FrenchLa RéunionIPA: [la ʁeynjɔ̃]; previously Île Bourbon) is a French island located in theIndian Ocean. It is situated east of Madagascar and about 175 kilometres (109 mi) southwest of Mauritius, the nearest island. As of 2014, its population numbered 844,994 inhabitants.[1]
The island has been inhabited since the the 17th century, when people from Europe (mostly France), Madagascar and Africa settled there. Slavery was abolished on 20th December 1848 (a date celebrated yearly on the island), after which indentured workers were brought from South India, among other places. The island became an overseas department of France in 1946.
The local language, spoken by the majority of the population, is Réunion Creole. The official language is French.
Administratively, Réunion is one of the overseas departments of France. Like the other four overseas departments, it is also one of the 27 regions of France, with the modified status of overseas regions, and an integral part of the Republic with the same status as those situated on the European mainland. Réunion is an outermost region of the European Union and, as an overseas department of France, a part of the Eurozone.[3]

Life "Things have changed and yet they have not."

"Things have changed and yet they have not."
Slavery is ripe and well in the western world with the have and the have nots. Greed is rife along with deception and lies.
2015 years ago they spoke of such things and the destruction of society,They have it drugs corporate crime and a genuine lack of feelings. When one hugs one's own grand daughter it feels like a crime because of the teachings of the media circus some thing is definitely wrong.
As a father and grand father the feelings of loneliness are compounded by the feelings of being inadequate. I know my children love me and so does my grand daughter but these feeling are real to me.
I see the dregs of life come to me and speak of murder and how they did it and to see the hollow people looking for something.
Yes I attract murderers knife wielding people who have done real goal time.
I would rather talk to a car sales man than a politician, doctors, council office employee,CEO,welfare officer. and a lot of others I have left out.As you at least know the car salesman is going to rip you off. The rest just lie and you can never know where you really stand or end up.
I grew up in a time where things were fixed things like stove washing machines and even marriages.
Ahhh yes they had these things 2015 years ago, lies murderers politicians and others, It really does not matter seventy odd years and its all over, The murderer gets the same as a saint,And God lives on...

Sunday, October 25, 2015

Night driving in Australia

This was taken from my dash board camera and shows just how dangerous kangaroos really are. Notice how he leaves the road and in one bound is back in the danger zone. What is not shown is he came back onto the road and nearly hit the trailer. They can leap over a guard rail with ease. This one got away. If I had hit him it would have done thousands of dollars damage and even worse if it came threw the window. If they get into a vehicle they kick unto they die or get out.

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

shanty house living

When I was young at the age of 9 we moved from the bush of Dorrigo to the steel town of Wollongong. I was 9 at the time and made friends with the shanty people who lived on the site of Old Bulli mine. These people treated me well and they had many stories to tell. They had nothing but each other which is probably more than I have these days.
The buildings were made from what ever was at hand, The mine used 2"x 2" timber for erecting stopping for air flow. These were the main construction materials and corrugated iron bratice were used for the walls. The older houses were iron because they were renovated as time went on. Fires were lit at night for heating and cooking, these were coal started with timber wedges another product used in the mines.  The beds were sacks that the horse feed came in and were strung between pit props fashioned using bow saws also supplied by the mine bales of hay were used as floor coverings. These people had no health care or any money as they were too proud to ask for help. People say to me what if,I loose everything. Who cares because if I have nothing I just might be better off. Things more than three own you as I learnt many years later from Buddhist teachings.
I have over the years not had money in excess but just enough and not wanting the stuff because money creates problems. I have a friend who has lost all his savings by lending it to family members and finally now has none to speak of and he said if feels better because there is zero stress and he said he is glad.
So to all the people who work at removing money from your wallet when you get older you too will experience this and have all that you have worked for taken away from you by the next generation and let me also inform you they will be worse than they are today.

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

Alan Michael Blow OAM QC (born 3 December 1949) is an Australian judge who is the current Chief Justice of Tasmania.
After graduating from the University of Sydney with Bachelor of Arts and Bachelor of Laws degrees, he practised as a barrister in civil litigation, criminal and family law, before being appointed as a judge of the Supreme Court of Tasmania in 2000.[1] He has also for a long while lectured in Supreme Court Advocacy at the University of Tasmania's Centre for Legal Studies, teaching postgraduate legal practice students.
On 8 April 2013, Blow was appointed Chief Justice of Tasmania, replacing Ewan Crawford who had reached the mandatory retirement age of 72
Hey chief justice what happened to this law or have you fotgotton about it.

Friday, September 11, 2015

Paint brushes

Never wash a wet paint brush in the dishwasher IT DOES NOT WORK. (I know)

Monday, September 7, 2015

I am concerned that Australia is going to be baught into war.So I wrote to the Governor General.

I am concerned that the prime minister has a mild case of Thought disorder (TD) or formal thought disorder (FTD) refers to disorganized thinking as evidenced by disorganized speech.[1] Specific thought disorders include derailment, poverty of speech, tangentiality, illogicality, perseveration, neologism, and thought blocking.[1]

Psychiatrists consider formal thought disorder as being one of two types of disordered thinking, with the other type being delusions. The latter involves "content" while the former involves "form". Although the term "thought disorder" can refer to either type, in common parlance it refers most often to a disorder of thought "form" also known as formal thought disorder.[citation needed]

Eugen Bleuler, who named schizophrenia, held that thought disorder was its defining characteristic.[2] However, formal thought disorder is not unique to schizophrenia or psychosis. It is often a symptom of mania, and less often it can be present in other mental disorders such as depression.[1] Clanging or echolalia may be present in Tourette syndrome.[3] Patients with a clouded consciousness, like that found in delirium, also have a formal thought disorder.[4]

However, there is a clinical difference between these two groups. Those with schizophrenia or psychosis are less likely to demonstrate awareness or concern about the disordered thinking.[5] Clayton and Winokur have suggested that this results from a fundamental inability to use the same type of Aristotelian logic as others.[6] On the other hand, patients with a clouded consciousness, referred to as "organic" patients, usually do demonstrate awareness and concern, and complain about being "confused" or "unable to think straight"; Clayton and Winokur suggest that this is because their thought disorder results, instead, from various cognitive deficits.
The information provided came from Wiki and I believe the prime minister is going to plunge Australia into war.
As you sir are the governor general and have the power to stop this you would also be held responsible for not acting to stop it. I hope you do some thing about it. Concerned Australian Stewart.

Friday, July 3, 2015

Emil sent to new lawyers this is published so as the notorise it for all to challenge.

 I have written to Rachel bond lawyers of Parramata and they informed me that you are looking after Timothy Stewart Strik's will. Timothy Strik was on a mind altering drug when the will was written and had been for many years. The drug was supplied by doctors on prescription. I am the Father of Timothy and he was my son. The son is part of the father and the father is the heir to the son in  bible law. I as a Christian am exercising the right to be the heir. If you think this law (common law) is not used any more then why do people swear on the bible in a court room.I am claiming all his worldly possessions.  stewart sydney strik. 

Thursday, April 23, 2015

Why do I challenge authority.

Over the years I have been beaten by many people and I wont name them because you would not believe who they were. Yes violence is the reason and then going to the courts and then being beaten up there as well because they speak a language of there own. It is not about justice or fixing the problem that the perpetrator did its about justice seem to be done. In one of my cases against a 10 year old boy who smashed my front window the crime would be punished by the court fining the child's parents the court making money and then been given a letter say he was sorry,which was not readable. The window was not fixed. What a joke. Then big business demanding money with menaces and getting it for years because I did not know I didn't have a contract with them. They stood over me and stole my money and laughed about it. The comment was you own nothing, YOU OWN NOTHING rings in my head for months and then I find out its all bluff. Yes all BLUFF and they were good at it, they nearly sent me bankrupt for owning land! Owning land that's right I was to do as they said with out question and then they changed the rules whilst the ball was in mid flight by moving the goal posts. Then there is the contract that they forced me into and then reneged when they saw fit to do so. This one is in writing and is with Tony Holmes the head of Shoalhaven Water.
Enough is enough. I have declared war on these blood suckers of society with there statutes and acts.
My acts are different to there acts so be warned blood suckers because I have turned into one of them myself and will suck you dry.
Just for interest have a look at www.ted.com/talks/gary_haugen_the_hidden_reason_for_poverty_the_world_needs_to_address_now?utm_source=newsletter_daily&utm_campaign=daily&utm_medium=email&utm_content=button__2015-04-20

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

as time heals

If you had said to me a month ago that water was a pain killer I would have disputed this but not now. Drinking water removes the pain from my head.
Time is healing and so are good people as I found out by having a newly meet lady and her friend stay at my house. She has been dusted up badly by people she associates with but yet her appealing nature has left an incredible mark on me. Her presence has been a healing drug if you like for a better word with out serious side effects except for emotional feeling I now have for her. Could this be the after effects of the operation which I have been told can leave one emotionally drained but I think not.
I must say thank you to all the nurses doctors and others who helped me in the neurology ward at Wollongong hospital.
The staples have been removed the scar is disappearing.
My dog slept at my side except for the night the lady stayed and she choose to sleep on the floor next to her, she now continues to be my shadow.
Friends have been ringing and turning up I am so blessed...I will try to write some more tomorrow.

Sunday, March 8, 2015

Today

More thoughts of the operation....I am dreaming of the days to come with zero pain,it just drains all my energy. Today has been one of quiet and solitude. I forgot to drink copious amounts of water and the pain increased and became unbearable. Just one litre of water was like taking a very strong pain killer who would think that water could cure pain but it did. It was not a placebo as I knew the contents just tap water left out to mature in a bottle. This is the only chemical that I would recommend in large amounts. Whilst laying on the table the anaesthetist asked heaps of questions and one thing I asked was for the smallest dose to be applied I presume he did as I asked as the recovery was very rapid.

As time progresses the smaller amounts of drugs take longer to eradicate from the tissues in the body. I feel lethargic to a point of exhaustion not even wanting to watch TV because it is a effort. It would be great to have a stint in a hyperbaric chamber on oxygen for for an hour at say one hundred foot of water pressure. I think it would be instant pain relief but not sure how the injury would take it though.

Saturday, March 7, 2015

Sorry for no new posts

I just went on a south pacific cruse on the Voyager of the Seas ship. Whilst away I developed massive head aches from a boating accident I had some weeks before, we went over a seven metre wave and became airborne and fell some nine metres down the back of the wave to a sudden stop. The fall left me with bruising to the left side of the head. This developed when we got to Fiji and I embarked on risky behaviour. On arrival back in Australia 10 days later I was taken to Wollongong Hospital where they were to opened my head to relieve the pressure.I have never before felt terror like this before even when I was buried  in 1998 in a coal mine under the underground bins and on a second occasion carried out on a stretcher never to work again.Death seemed like a sleep away. What would I tell my youngest son if I died. Then into intensive care for four days and a week in hospital. After the surgery in ward 3 after waking up my mate Dave was there with these beautiful angles and twenty minutes later all hell broke loose lime green was the colour and everything was crystal clear. Then the pain constant pain not throbbing just unadulterated pain. Which lasted up until now. Life is so cool and I want to live every day because it just might be my last. I have made friends with people who pissed me off in the past made apologies and generally sucked up.
Life is worth living and I might go on the public speaking tour but that is at this point just a thought.
I am selling most of my stuff or giving it away, the freedom is great.

Best of all is the friends I never realised I had and to them I say thank you and a few Thank you for saving my life for what you did.You know who you are.

To the nurses thank you as you were amazing and I can never repay the debt to you.

To my doctors thanks for being on the ball and getting me the attention I desperately needed.



My life is now full of love for all I meet and hope you who are reading this that you get the opportunity to have a second chance and to be able to give and show love to others in the way I have newly learnt.

My red cattle dog Teddy has been amazing and now wont leave my side and sleeps at my bed side and will not leave me, What loyalty.

Just want a partner just like her.

Just a last thought whilst in intensive care the woman in the next bed of some other nationality just played up lalalalalalalalalalala and on it went for hours and hours and finally I cracked and threatened her even though covered in tubes and wires. next morning she started again lalalala and then said I dont like the man in the next bed lalalalalalalala and they did not even pick up she could speak English.....

I will put up more posts as the time goes bye.

Cheers to all love you all...... Iggle