When betrayed by your partner of 30 years tears flow and friends leave and then you have nothing. Nothing at all just your old worn out clothes and shoes,The kids stayed because they were too young to leave. Then the reality sets in when everything you worked for is sold for a pittance of what you paid for it.
Even your own family sees you as a looser and stop talking to you, been over 20 years now not even a phone call "how are you"!
Finally the youngest leaves with nothing to live for except your self. Then the murder of your oldest son nothing left lots of tears and the only place to live is your sons house that they bought for you and put in for together.
Four hours away from them knowing no one at all.
Then I meet the hardware man Peter the local high school teacher retired Brian and a retired farmer Donny. Along with these came there families beautiful people. Unforgettable people.
Being burnt out and having nothing would be worse animals gone memories just grey ash on the ground. Then the gawkers and the Evil Insurance companies who find a way not to give you anything.They use things like Arson pre-existing conditions. Yes every one has Dewalt tools hope you had photos of everything on the computer in a cloud. You are treated like a criminal I was virtually accused of causing a flood when the river at Gundagai flooded. Then lost all my tools at another house that was flooded whilst I was away repairing the Gundagai place. This was caused by council not cleaning the streets of rubbish that blocked the drains. Then the price hike in insurance from 500 to 3000. Fuck insurance and all the charities red cross and government blood suckers.
I showed them I got up again but to do it again never.
Love all the friends that I have not meet yet and the ones who stayed.
God just give me strength.
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