There is so much to learn in life it is amazing. Instead of watching day time television and Facebook go and paint the shed I did yesterday and when I woke up this morning it looked so good. I am more relaxed. My friends mum died from a colonoscopy when she got golden staff five days later. I hugged him and he said we should not be doing this, I said stuff it you are a mate.
Go out talk to people you will feel better and so will they.
If I die of covid I know that I have lived. Shut yourself away and you certainly will promote the growth of covid or some other way to die.